I ranted about not wanting to see someone, i got my wish today. Perhaps he was trying to tell me something the other day. Oddly enough, it doesnt make me happy only empty for some reason, sad even more. No, no - person did not die.
Just that - without explaining alot, i feel strangely empty. Ero-Ero says it is only being human. Maybe i am more human that i thought i was . Let's see how it is.. but i might post on this later- or write another blog just on this topic.
I am just sad.